NOT SAFE FOR WORK
Pairing: Ogi/Sai :
Content/Warning(s): RPS, exhibitionism, cross dressing, tentacle porn, rape-fantasy
ETA: if you find the depiction of rape fantasy triggery you probably want to avoid this image (I'm sorry that I did not realise my original warnings/wordings were not clear enough for some).
ETA 2: I was initially uncomfortable about posting this- about how people interpret it- because it is featuring subjects that I'm pretty sensitive about the portrayal of (for those who don't know me, I am in a nutshell: bisexual, a post-op transsexual/intersexed, and I sometimes crossdress (not for kink)...). There is nothing wrong or shameful about homosexuality, with trans*ness, with gender bending etc.. This is something I normally wouldn't create (the RPS, the cross-dressing in this type of situation/pose, etc), yet in this one particular situation it seemed the best way to try expressing my thoughts/feelings I had to this situation. I was initially pretty upset, like a lot of fen! once i knew what I was going to draw though that faded. The very last thing i worked on was the handwritten answer, and I felt sad when writing it, like I was writing the end of an unrequited love fic.
I replied a little more in comments, and wrote a follow up post about some of the responses this art received over here: alchemia.dreamwidth.org/11383.html (LJ x-post: alchemia.livejournal.com/409840.html). But at a certain point, the author is dead- I can't tell people what to think. People will and should have their own interpretations and feelings. Speaking of which, some responses have been posted elsewhere, with some good discussion (and this makes me happy):
ETA 3: For those that do not know, Dr Ogi has been a contestant on multiple game shops. My fanart is manipulated, in part, from his appearance on Who Wants to Be a Millionaire. I would not have included exhibitionism as part of this work, if he did not have a history of television appearances, both game shows and talk shows (to promote his book etc). I also wouldn't have made RP-art of him in the first place, if he wasn't already in the public eye.
ETA 4: when making this i knew nothing of the two people's ethnic backgrounds. Ogi is human because there are photos of him in the public sphere on gameshows that come up right away when i did a search at the time. Sai was the tentical creature (which i agree after feedback would have been better than 'monster', the two words were just the default link from past times i encountered tentical creature pr0n. As Sai was not on tv game shows, making himself out as a mini celebrity, it felt inappropiate to put him in the role I put Ogi in. i'd never consider 'realpeople' fic or art showing the face of detailed human description of someone who did not glory in being in the public eye. any race issues were coincidental.)
Dr Ogi hestitated before answering the survey question about which slashy fan-fic story he would most like to live out.
"That one where Sai was the show host and he turned into a tentacle monster..."